I am sick to death of being afraid and ashamed to wear a bikini, or the fact that I dropped 20lbs before feeling like I even deserved to wear one. Today I went to the beach in a bikini for the first time since middle school. Here is me frolicking in the very chilly water of the Atlantic Ocean with Tyson, my yellow lab. It’s not what I want to look like but it’s all I have. This is MY bikini body.